I have a million things to write, but I don't know where to start. or if people even read these?
Anyways, I have like, heaps of things I want to upload, I'm just so snowed under. I had the day off due to having the MOST painful sunburn in the history of ever, so I spend the day doing homework.
I felt so nerdy. but I only finished at 4. and then I got snowed under with personal and friends problems.
But, despite it all, I'm so keen for my major projects! all four of them! cept maybe I.P.T... *shoots foot*
On a unrelated note, Newton Faulkner is amazing!

<sub><sup>Travelling again
I know exactly how it's gonna end
The routine day dream starts as I get off
I'm holding up the queue
Because my ticket won't go through
I know it should be simple but it's not

So don't take my photograph
Cos I don't wanna know how it looks
To feel like this
As cars and people pass
It feels like standing still but I know
I'm just moving uncomfortably slow

Something's gotta change
I know i'm lucky in a lot of ways
So why do I want more than what I have?
Brace myself to hear the lies
I wonder if they know that I don't get the jokes but I just need to laugh

I'm just moving uncomfortably
Slow down
There's infinite detail
When you break it down
It all becomes simple how
It all becomes clearer now

So don't take my photograph
Cos I don't wanna know how it looks
To feel like this
As cars and people pass
It feels like standing still but I know
I'm just moving sub-consciously
One day I guess i'll be the man that you think you see
I'm just moving uncomfortably slow.</sup></sub>

Year 12! the big cheese! the 'aw' in 'awesome'! The 'fu' in "f**k'!
Honestly though, This is gonna be a good year.
Say it with me now kids, THIS-IS-GON-NA-BE-A-GOOOOD-YEAR.
GOOOOOOOOOD
G-O-O-D
I've decided on a college now, I just need to get a good UAI and I'm set. I just hoping my subjects won't jeopardise this.
You know what I've decided? Things happen, all the time, things that change life, for the better, or for the worse, and all you can do is embrace them, and grow from it. There is no point trying to re-write the past, it's already written. If its not important to your life as of this moment, don't give it a second thought. Life is too short to live on thoughts already passed.

How many journals can you post til the old ones start deleting themselves?
And where the hell did the last two weeks go?!
And why the hell am I up at 1:30am writing a journal?!?!
But anyways...
Unoffically finished in year 11! yayyyy! year 12 here I come...*palmface*
Though, I must admit, I’m pretty pleased with the way I finished year 11, one of my final art pieces, all the teachers really liked, and might be going in the school foyer!
Though, it was probably the most painful artwork EVER
It involved over 1000 paper clips (at one point, I had to run around my school and scab more), 32 A4 sized letters, and a stanley knife. Not. Fun.
Actually, that’s a lie. it was just very repeative after 6 hours...
And also, I finally got my laptop to work properly, minus afew bugs *shakes fists at vista* but in the time that I was away, due to the fixing of said computer, I hit 4000 page views, so thanks very much lovelies
I wish I could post better quality art, but between living life, and the mental capacity that I'm lacking, due to trying to meet up to amazingly high expectations that I've set for myself, in amongst the chaos of family, friends, money problems and matters of the heart... well... let’s just say my quality of my art is coming second rate to what I actually need to express by doing it... if that makes any sense at all...
The one thing I don’t get is, why, as humans, can we have so much, yet it’s never enough? Why do we always ache for more?
Ugh, look at me, getting all deep and meaningful. Sorry guys.


ANYWAYS
For maybe, what like, half a year, maybe more, I've been watching ~xKimJoanne and seriously, her stuff never ceases to amaze me, I really don't know how she doesn't have more attention on this site
and she also has amazing stock pictures on her stock account ~xKimJoanneStock
But anyways, My feature this week is gonna be all her work, even though it's a small gesture I hope it helps her in her way to recognition






<sub><sup>Can you tell me how we got in this situation,
I can’t seem to get you off my mind,
all these ups and downs,
they trip up our good intentions,
nobody said this was easy right

After all we’re only human,
always fighting what we’re feeling,
hurt instead of healing,
after all we’re only human,
is there any other reason why we stay instead of leavin’ after all

Can we get back to the point of this conversation,
when we saw things through each others eyes,
cause now all I see is ruin and devastation,
we all need some place we can hide inside and

I’m smart enough to know,
that life goes by,
and it leaves a trail of broken hearts behind,
if you feel I’m letting go,
just give me time,
I’ll come running to your side,

Can you tell me how we got in this situation,
I can’t seem to get you off my mind cause

After all we’re only human,
always fighting what we’re feeling,
hurt instead of healing,
after all we’re only human,
is there any other reason why we stay instead of leavin’ after all
after all, yeah</sup></sub>



Au Revoir, Auf Wiedersehen, Adieu.
I have finished my pitiful rambling,
You can stop reading now.

<sub>I want you to want me.
I need you to need me.
Id love you to love me.
Im beggin you to beg me.

I want you to want me.
I need you to need me.
Id love you to love me.
Ill shine up the old brown shoes, put on a brand-new shirt.
Ill get home early from work if you say that you love me.

Didnt i, didnt i, didnt I see you cryin?
Oh, didnt i, didnt i, didnt I see you cryin?
Feelin all alone without a friend, you know you feel like dyin.
Oh, didnt i, didnt i, didnt I see you cryin?

I want you to want me.
I need you to need me.
Id love you to love me.
Im beggin you to beg me.
I want you to want me.
I want you to want me.
I want you to want me.
I want you to want me.</sub>

You can't really hum to cheap trick.

Avoiding art theory homework! yayyyyyy
Seriously though, the last two weeks just flew by
I really do think the next few months are going to be the same
I mean, 3 weeks till exams. only 3! and only 5 weeks to get to know someone who Im thinking could have a real impact on my life and 7 weeks till im offically in my last year of high school... eep. how scary.

Anyways I need to figure out what to do for my HSC Body of works in art... and I have no idea *blank stare*
I pretty much have a one track mind lately. its absolutely terrible. *palm face*

but back to getting on topic of school, I'm unlikely to post anything soon due to study, WHICH I PLAN TO PARTAKE IN THIS TIME.
So I don't fail.
Hopefully.

FEATURES







^{I got so much headache
I can't get you out of my mind
You caught me by the wayside
is that all that i really got?
I had so much money but not enough sense to make change
How about this
Entertaining myself
on such a selfish wish
I can't break this way though
I can't be this way though
And I feel like the same
Are you feeling the same?
Hey now
I'm a poor man
I got my fingernails scratching at the dry wall
I got so much headache
I can't get you out of my mind
You caught me by the wayside.}